i was born to cry...

Saturday, June 25, 2005

[[it's so hard]]

i am changing myself for you

for you to like me more

i cannot do anyhting new

scared of you hating me more

i am keeping my feelings inside

can't tell you that you are hurting me

the pain and my tears, i hide

i do not know how to let you see

i am trying to be better for you

for you to love me that's true

it is so hard for me

but it is meant to be

you do not know how i feel

you do not know what i see

but still,

i am trying to be a better me

my heart is crying

without you, i am dying

i am falling...

but you're not here to catch me

oh, what do i do

i keep on pressing myself to you

it is so hard...

but this is meant to be

it is hard...

but this is meant to be...

i guess this is all meant to be...

by: jez @ 3:09 AM

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Friday, June 24, 2005

[[im in need of...]]

i am so much in pain right now... nobody knows it but me... no one understands... i feel so alone... i don't know what to do... i am hating myself for letting people hurt me... and now, i got nothing to do but to breakdown and cry... i don't know what have i done to deserve this pain... i need someone to comfort me right now, to make this pain go away... even just for a moment, i want to be loved... i feel so weak right now and my heart can no longer endure these sad thoughts... i feel so sad... i feel so alone...

by: jez @ 5:30 AM

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

[[you & me]]

by lifehouse

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything he does is beautiful
everything he does is right

by: jez @ 3:54 AM

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

[[baby]]

we've been through a lot lately

and we nearly broke down

but i admit it, im going crazy

knowing that we're lost baby

i have to tell you i love you

im falling from the start

my feelings are so true

so dont go and break my heart

every night i was crying and trying

all because we are fighting

now that im right beside you

i dont ever wanna let you go

the feeling without you

so dark and cold

i got nothing to do

but to wish you're near for me to hold

baby im missing you so much

your smile, your kiss and your touch

but baby, im holding on

because i love you so

by: jez @ 2:26 AM

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Friday, June 17, 2005

[[untitled]]

i miss the way we were before... i miss all those funny times... i miss the times when I get to talk to you every single day.. I miss the moments when you and i laugh together as if we own the world... i miss you... but most of all, i miss the feeling that you're right here beside me... no need to speak.. with just a single smile, you make my day...

by: jez @ 3:09 AM

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