I feel so bored... I got nothing to do but to listen to the music... Without me knowing of what tracks are playing, i was stunned... suddenly i stopped and felt the music i was listening to... the song is too powerful that it captured my emotions right then and there... the song touched my heart that i can feel my watery eyes... the song explained what i really wanted and what i really long for.. the track is from the movie "The Panthom of the Opera" which i am going to watch tomorrow as i arrive home... By the way, thank you Sir Eric for lending me the dvd :) you've been very kind to me lately.. i have here the lyrics of the song... my theme song... (for now)...
from The Phantom of the Opera
Written by: Andrew Lloyd Webber and Charles Hart~
Michael Crawford (Phantom), Sarah Brightman (Christine),
Steve Barton (Raoul)
No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you -
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you...
Say you love me
every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you now and always...
Promise me that all you say is true -
that's all I ask of you...
Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light
You're safe No one will find you
-your fears are far behind you...
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night...
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me...
Then say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime...
let me lead you from your solitude....
Say you need me
with you here, beside you...
anywhere you go, let me go too -
that's all I ask of you
Say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime...
say the word and I will follow you...
Share each day with me,
each night,each morning...
Say you love me...
Love me - that's all I ask of you...
Anywhere you go
let me go too...
Love me -
that's all I ask of you...
what am i to you
are we just going to be like this
are we to stay this way
what am i to you
am i just a friend
what am i to you
am i just a shadow
am i just another game
what am i to you
how could you put me in shame
am i just a wind that passed you by
what am i to you
am i just a foolish part of your life?...
i told myself, with a sigh, i am scared im asking you to stay, dont leave me behind my nights were cold, drowning with tears im asking you to stay, dont make me cry it hurts so much that we're not meant to be these feelings... my feelings are killing me please stay, stay with me...
can't seem to get you off my mind
wherever i go, answers i can't find
why you came, why you leave
why now, when im starting to believe
facing another morning without you in my sight
i didnt know what to do
why am i still thinking of you?...
teach me to get you out of my mind
do me things that would make me forget you
for i cannot last a day whithout wishing hard for you
you're too far to hold, facing many fears
im so tired of this, please dont get me wrong
where are we going, are you willing to suffer that long?
for i want to give it another try
its not that hard, just hold on tight
i want to be with you tonight
you belong to her, and not to me
i can't help it anymore, what shall i do?
for i cannot last a day without wishing hard for you
why cant there be 'you and me'?
i have to be hurt, just to make somebody happy
i have to make somebody happy, it's so sad its not thee...
i need you, i need you, why cant you see?
it's so sad that you didn't hear my call
i just wanted to say... "Easy... I'm starting to fall..."
sometimes, i feel so weak..
with just a thought of you, i feel so complete...
i feel so complete deep inside of me..
i know everything happens for a reason, but you and me....
it really is meant to be...
this is a perfect time... this is a perfect moment...
you and me, alone in this perfect moment, in this perfect time, in this perfect place...
just you and me...
grabehan hindi ba? Pero kailan kaya natin maririnig na nagpapasalamat ang isang umiibig sa taong nakasakit at sinaktan sya; minsan naisip din kaya natin na ;kung ano ang kahalagahan ng isang bagay? Yung kailangang bigyan ng halaga habang nandyan pa!minsan kasi saka lang natin nalalaman ang isang worth ng isang bagay pag wala nato satin..! A. kung sinaktan ka nya..magpasalamat ka dahil sya ang dahilan para tumibay ka; ANG TAONG MULING NAGBUKAS NG PUSO MO...
PaSaLaMaTaN m0 ang mga ta0ng NaKaSaKiT say0...
Bakit kaya minsan ang sarap magmahal kahit walang kapalit..?naisip mo
na un?kala mo okey lang..pero sobrang hirap; to mga tanong..realization
nalang;
Masarap magmahal hindi ba? Kahit ikaw hindi ka sigurado sa pag-ibig na
taong mahal na mahal mo. Minsan iniisip mo nalang na pag dating ng tamang
panahon magiging maayos din ang lahat. Sana nga! ng hindi ka naman mukhang
tanga na umaasa sa wala.
Minsan din ang sarap sarap isipin na minamahal ka ng taong mahal mo..!
yung tipong..kayo nalang sana at hindi ang babaeng nakikita mong kasama nya;
na masaya at kala ang buong mundo ay kanilang kanila;
Minsan din ang sarap bumalik sa nakaraan yung tipong..masaya pa kayo,
parang mga batang walang problema..kung meron man parang; against all odds;
ang settings; pero may nakabitin parin tanong..ano kayang nangyari?; pero
ang kadalasang kasagutan..eh..
1.kasi di pala kami para sa isat-isa;
2. Nagkamali ako sa kanya;
3. iniwan lang nya ko ;
4. may iba na syang mahal;
5. niloko lang nya ko;
6. Di ako gusto ng parents nya;
7.ayoko na puro nalang kami away;
8.masyado nya kong sinasaktan;
9.nagsawa na sya sakin;
pero ito pinaka masakit;.
10.hindi pala nya talaga ako mahal,
(parang panakip butas,)
Kaya minsan din isipin natin yung mga sinasabi , kinikilos , ginagawa natin kasi hindi lahat ng tao kayang tanggapin kung ano at paano natin ginagawa ang isang bagay..!subukan nating magpasalamat sa kabila ng lahat;
B.kung niloko ka nya..patawarin mo at pasalamatan mo..dahil kung hindi sa kanya hindi mo mararamdam ang sakit na pwede ding maramdaman ng iba..atleast hindi mo gagawain sa iba;
C.kung hindi ka nya minahal..pasalamatan mo! dahil atleast kahit papano nafeel mo na minahal ka nya kahit hindi; pasalamat sya dahil ikaw minahal mo sya ng buong buo;
minsan kailangan lang natin harapin kung ano man ang nakasakit sa atin..piliting kalimutan..piliting harapin; kung ano ang noon..noon lang yun; iba ang ngayon..!dahil kung nasaktan ka man noon;ngayon magiingat kana at alam mo na kung ano dapat at hindi para hindi masaktan.
mahalin mo ang mga taong nakasakit sayo dahil sila ang dahilan para maging matibay ka!para sa susunod di kana basta basta; di padalos dalos.
pasalamatan mo ang taong nakasakit sayo..
sino ba ang mas mahalaga, ang taong mahal mo o ang taong gusto mong mahalin?
ang taong kasama mo buong araw o ang taong iniicip mo bago matapos ang araw?
siya bang kasakasama mo sa lhat ng ginagawa mo o siyang dahilan ng lahat ng galaw at ginagawa mo?
sino ba ang mas mhalaga...ung taong nais mong makasama habang buhay o yung taong hindi mo makita ang habang buhay kapag wala cya?
cno ang mas matimbang...ung taong pag kasama mo'y parang kay bilis ng oras o ung taong tuwing iniicp mo'y parang kay bagal ng oras?
ano ang susundin mo...ang dinidikta mo sa puso mo o ang dinidikta ng puso mo syo?
sya ba un laging pumapasok sa icp mo o cya un laging laman ng panaginip mo?
cno nga ba... ang taong nagpaluha syo, o ang taong nagpunas sa minsang pagluha mo?
cno sa kanila... ang taong nagpapatawa syo o ang taong dahilan ng lahat ng iyong emosyon?
cno nga bang pipiliin mo???
O
ANG TAONG MATAGAL NG NANDOON?...
Hello? are you still there?
I know ive been gone
gone for so long..
but now i am back...
begging, crying, almost dying...
i have been missing you
all the time when i was gone
now i know its too late
are you still there?
waiting for me?
still longing for me?
i cant believe i am saying "im sorry"
i dont know if i regret
leaving you and choosing him
i dont know if i was wrong
i dont know to whom i really belong
i should be happy now, contented
i should be thinking of him, and not of you
why cant i just tend to forget?
why are you still making me feel so blue?
i know i dont have to hope
but hey, are still there?
i getting so confused now,
now that i know you belong to her...
my hopes were gone, that's why i left
but why now, im longing for you
i should not be doing this...
now that i have someone new...
i am so much in pain
no one knows, except for me
our memories are still here...
are you still there?
to let you know how much you're hurting me
i am confused...
i am lost without you
i dont know what to do
to let you know how much i need you
i need you today, i need you right now
oh how can i get to you...
i dont know what to do
to let you see my tears
that wont stop fallin' till i feel your embrace
the warmth of your touch is all im asking for
right now, i feel like dying
im dying to see you... im dying to feel you...
oh i dont know what to do
how to let you go...
i Am...
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