I feel so bored... I got nothing to do but to listen to the music... Without me knowing of what tracks are playing, i was stunned... suddenly i stopped and felt the music i was listening to... the song is too powerful that it captured my emotions right then and there... the song touched my heart that i can feel my watery eyes... the song explained what i really wanted and what i really long for.. the track is from the movie "The Panthom of the Opera" which i am going to watch tomorrow as i arrive home... By the way, thank you Sir Eric for lending me the dvd :) you've been very kind to me lately..
i have here the lyrics of the song... my theme song... (for now)...
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the night is so cold... i can no longer feel the warmth of your touch... i can no longer see the smile in your face... i feel strange... i think im going to be sick... i know what makes me sick... something deep is struggling from hunger... i hunger for your touch, i hunger for your kiss... i hunger for your presence... the road is so long and so dark... i am alone, nobody knows what i feel... nobody knows that i am lost... i am lost in your love... i got nowhere to go... i got nowhere to run to... i am scared knowing that you are not here with me... your mind, your eyes, your heart and your love... it is no longer with me... im confused... dont know what to do... shall i wait, shall i hope? shall i believe in what you say, shall i let myself be fooled... |
can't seem to get you off my mind
wherever i go, answers i can't find
why you came, why you leave
why now, when im starting to believe
i told myself, with a sigh, i am scared
facing another morning without you in my sight
i didnt know what to do
why am i still thinking of you?...
im asking you to stay, dont leave me behind
teach me to get you out of my mind
do me things that would make me forget you
for i cannot last a day whithout wishing hard for you
my nights were cold, drowning with tears
you're too far to hold, facing many fears
im so tired of this, please dont get me wrong
where are we going, are you willing to suffer that long?
im asking you to stay, dont make me cry
for i want to give it another try
its not that hard, just hold on tight
i want to be with you tonight
it hurts so much that we're not meant to be
you belong to her, and not to me
i can't help it anymore, what shall i do?
for i cannot last a day without wishing hard for you
these feelings... my feelings are killing me
why cant there be 'you and me'?
i have to be hurt, just to make somebody happy
i have to make somebody happy, it's so sad its not thee...
please stay, stay with me...
i need you, i need you, why cant you see?
it's so sad that you didn't hear my call
i just wanted to say... "Easy... I'm starting to fall..."
sometimes, i feel so weak..
with just a thought of you, i feel so complete...
i feel so complete deep inside of me..
i know everything happens for a reason, but you and me....
it really is meant to be...
this is a perfect time... this is a perfect moment...
you and me, alone in this perfect moment, in this perfect time, in this perfect place...
just you and me...
I was born to cry... im tired... tired of these clueless life... tired of being beautiful... tired of being fake... ive spent so much of my time with my friends, and with my lover...i was so busy with life, that i've got no time for myself... i myself doesnt know how was i doing... am i fine? have you been praying and talked to somebody new? how was it going? i was always crying, doesnt anybody know? do you know that i was just faking? i am so afraid to reavel the real me... to reveal the secret inside... im so afraid that you like me no more, that you cant bear with me...i recalled a special friend, a friend that used to be my best friend. she used to be the best among them, but now, she's gone... people may think that i have left her, but the real thing is, she treated me unfairly. she left me all alone, feeling so foolish and stubborn. i have let her ruin my life and that's enough. she made me miserable once, twice but i wont let her do that to me again. she's clueless about that for i didnt want to hurt her feelings. im still thinking of her, missing her actually. hoping she would always be fine. i am not asking for return, for a come back. i just want peace...
PaSaLaMaTaN m0 ang mga ta0ng NaKaSaKiT say0... Bakit kaya minsan ang sarap magmahal kahit walang kapalit..?naisip mo na un?kala mo okey lang..pero sobrang hirap; to mga tanong..realization nalang; Masarap magmahal hindi ba? Kahit ikaw hindi ka sigurado sa pag-ibig na taong mahal na mahal mo. Minsan iniisip mo nalang na pag dating ng tamang panahon magiging maayos din ang lahat. Sana nga! ng hindi ka naman mukhang tanga na umaasa sa wala. Minsan din ang sarap sarap isipin na minamahal ka ng taong mahal mo..! yung tipong..kayo nalang sana at hindi ang babaeng nakikita mong kasama nya; na masaya at kala ang buong mundo ay kanilang kanila; Minsan din ang sarap bumalik sa nakaraan yung tipong..masaya pa kayo, parang mga batang walang problema..kung meron man parang; against all odds; ang settings; pero may nakabitin parin tanong..ano kayang nangyari?; pero ang kadalasang kasagutan..eh.. 1.kasi di pala kami para sa isat-isa; 2. Nagkamali ako sa kanya; 3. iniwan lang nya ko ; 4. may iba na syang mahal; 5. niloko lang nya ko; 6. Di ako gusto ng parents nya; 7.ayoko na puro nalang kami away; 8.masyado nya kong sinasaktan; 9.nagsawa na sya sakin; pero ito pinaka masakit;. 10.hindi pala nya talaga ako mahal, (parang panakip butas,) grabehan hindi ba? Pero kailan kaya natin maririnig na nagpapasalamat ang isang umiibig sa taong nakasakit at sinaktan sya; minsan naisip din kaya natin na ;kung ano ang kahalagahan ng isang bagay? Yung kailangang bigyan ng halaga habang nandyan pa!minsan kasi saka lang natin nalalaman ang isang worth ng isang bagay pag wala nato satin..! A. kung sinaktan ka nya..magpasalamat ka dahil sya ang dahilan para tumibay ka; ANG TAONG MULING NAGBUKAS NG PUSO MO... |
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