i think i am not enough
i think i am not deserving
of your everlasting love
i know i've been unfair
i know i'm selfish
i know we are not a perfect pair
i have been such a fool
of taking advantage of you
and the sweet things you do
now, i am left behind
and i cant take you off my mind
don't know what to do to turn back the time
i can feel you leaving me
your hands slipping off mine
i don't know where i would be
with out you in my life, baby
I had a tiring, yet adventurous weekend. Last saturday, right after work (at around 6:00 AM), my boyfriend and i went to our place to prepare for our scheduled jogging.. We were planning this one since last month but we were so busy and this is our only free time to do this. I know I am not a sporty type of person. The only sports I enjoy are chess and badminton. So we went jogging for like 1 and a half hour. Angel and I both enjoyed jogging and just walking around - enjoying the beautiful houses and the smell of fresh air. It's been like 4 years since the last time i jogged. Haha it was a bit embarassing but it's ok.. I'm glad i was able to test myself and damn, I just realized how weak I am.. Actually, my boyfriend told me that we should do this every week to keep me healthy. After jogging, we both played basketball and I believe that's the reason why my arms are in so much pain right now... I was able to shoot 5 hoops after several tries.. Haha and it's so nice to see him play basketball once again.. Basketball is like my boyfriend's twin.. He loves playing basketball but because of work he has not time playing.. He's great in playing basketball; I still recall when we were in the same college and I was watching 1 of his games. Wow, I was so impressed to see him play and he gained 33 points in that game. So, after 1 hour of playing ball, we went to our place to prepare our things. He dropped me off to our house in Makati.
The next day, i was not feeling well and my whole body is aching... so, we decided to stay at his place to watch dvd. We first went to Ruins to buy some pirated dvd's and we bought "Hide and Seek" and "Guess who." Then we went to 711 in BF to buy some snacks.. I didn't enjoy the film especially Hide and Seek. I really wanted to see this film but i was so disappointed after seeing it.. It was a bit weird and there's no thrill in it.. So we didn't enjoy.. After the 1st movie, we went to the kitchen and cooked corned beef with egg. Cooking with him is fun! We were both fighting of who will cook the what.. Haha
Then we watched the second film, "Guess Who." It's a comedy film, an ordinary comedy film.. I didn't enjoy the movie as well, but not as much as i did in "Hide and Seek." I was so happy at that night.. No fights and everything is fine... We were just teasing each other and playing with each other.. We were like kids playing anyhting.. Haha And we are both pretty excited for next week, cause we're gonna go shopping! Yahoo! Can't wait... I am just hoping that everything will be all right for the both of us and that things will gonna go the way we want it to be.
it's the start of the week again... i hate mondays... mondays give me a sad feeling and i cant wait for weekend again... it's the only time for me to do the things i fail to do every weekdays such as watching dvd, play computer games (except when i play counter strike at the loft), watching movies and hanging out with my angel..
this past weekend, i was so happy... last saturday, i slept at my angel's place, because he cannot drive me home to makati feeling sleepy and tired. After having breakfast, we went to his room to prepare to sleep... after watching tv and telling funny jokes of ourselves, im not yet feeling sleepy at that time, so i asked my angel to tell me stories before i go to sleep... he told me a very romantic story... "the story of our lives." -how we met, how we used to text each other, our first date, our first dinner and our first kiss.... awww it's so sweet to reminisce and take a look at your past, together with your loved one... after that, we slept... at 6:30pm, his mum woke us up, telling that he should bring me home coz it's getting late... we both had a good sleep...
sunday afternoon, we spent the time at my place, playing cards (pusoy dos and tong-its) while my cousin was formatting our pc. Our pc had a problem and we haven't bring it to pc express yet. Hope this coming weekend, we will be able to. At 8:30, angel and i went to paseo de roxas to play counter strike... we were planning to do that since friday and we really had fun! wow i felt so great beating my boyfriend in counter strike! haha the last score, as far as i can remember, i was ahead of him for 10 points, 36-46 was the score! i was really happy at that night, and i bet he is! he'd better be! haha and now it's monday again, can't wait for the weekend to spend more time with my angel again... and ofcourse with my family... i only get to see them every weekends...
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